I seriously want to throw something so hard it shatters. Preferably something like a cellphone, or something else that isn't too easy to break but will break when I throw it hard enough. I just got up early, drove freaking 30-45 minutes to a house where me and my friends were supposed to meet for an audition, and when I get there, no one answers the door.  I drive home another 30 or so minutes to check my emails about the auditions. I realized that no one ever said a date. For some reason my stupid brain concocted that is was today, when no one even set a date. So I go to the website of the theater and it turns out that auditions were last week. And no one even tried to tell me. No one asked why I wasn't there. No one said anything about it, what. the. crap.  I have been dying to be in another show and instead I just waste all the time I could have been sleeping, since I went to bed past midnight, or at least something useful. If I were going to swear, now would be the time.  Since I can't really destroy anything, all I want to do is ride my bike. However, I have to go to a formal dance tonight, and last time I rode my bike, my left leg felt like it's hip and knee were going to separate off of my body, and it was really painful and I don't want to risk it before going to the dance.  (And NO, Painkillers DO NOT WORK) jhgvfrdgtyujkmnbvcdrftyuikmsnfvuyiADSCZX8H9UwagkgrdvnjAFDSKAGRWHIKJLSHIOJAKESHCUNJKSEGsijgyrabhlyerafkihyagr